Hello everyone! After 1 year of taking a break from vlogging and editing, I'm back filming daily vlogs! This time it's not my ex boyfriend and me anymore, but me and MY daughter, Phoebe. Plus Lady of course. It's a new life, and yes, I'm a single mom! To cut to the chase, my ex boyfriend (her father) has a lot of severe mental issues with a lack of family support and he needs a lot of help. He's quite sick and ill without any strong or healthy guidance but I have to do what I have to do, which is focus on myself and only worry about my baby's wellbeing. This is an intro vlog to our daily life, but our next vlogs won't follow the same format as before with my monthly vlogs. I feel like being a new mom is sort of just this video over and over again! So I'm excited to start something new by uploading more specific vlogs rather than monthly updates! We'll see! This vlog contains: When our AC broke and couldn't be replaced until 5 days later Doing chores and reorganizing Doctors visits Cooking Strolling around the mall I've deleted all the footage I recorded for vlogging while I was pregnant because it's actually quite traumatizing going back and remembering that time. I hope you understand. So we are starting off from here! I'm still going through postpartum... which means I feel completely healed and fine from traumas and Phoebe is much easier to take care of right now than the first month, but I get very easily overwhelmed and I am extremely emotional when I have minor inconveniences. Everything can be very triggering at times, and I have extreme mom anxiety over a lot of things. Other than some bad days that feel like the end of the world... everything has been really good. I really enjoy being a mom and I couldn't feel any more blessed to have gone through hell and be rewarded with such an amazing baby. If you've kept up with me on Instagram, thank you so much! ‐‐---‐------------------------‐‐---‐------------------------ LINKS: https://linktr.ee/seoulfuldiaries?utm...

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