Jordan Royale - Sinner (Official Music Video)
Stream Sinner: http://smarturl.it/jrsinner Credits: Lyrics by Jordan Royall Morris Performed by Jordan Royale Produced by Neil Muglurmath (previously Digitalize) http://instagram.com/neilmuglurmathbeats In-house production by Frank Metalz Mixed and mastered by Frank Metalz Recorded at the Dojo JC Last year on August 25th, 2019 I tried to commit suicide by hanging. I went through some huge transitional phases in my life, and I didn't know how to cope. My relationship with my mom and my brother had faltered. I lost my girlfriend on my birthday a couple months prior in May. It's all a REALLY crappy feeling. I didn't know where I was in life, who I was supposed to be, or where my life was supposed to lead me next. I felt VERY INADEQUATE. The feeling of not feeling good enough to exist...The feeling of no matter how much you accomplish it will never be good enough...The feeling of when you talk to a friend they say, "You'll be fine". No I wasn't going to be just "FINE". This moment changed my life forever and will now always be a staple of a moment in time where I got so low I almost took my own life. I had passed out, and the only reason I'm here to this day is because of my natural body reflex to stand up from the noose. This is a song I wrote the next day after my suicide attempt. I felt as if this point in my life was judgment day. Am I going to be who I always wanted to be or does my life end here and people remember me for who I was? So I made this song as if I am talking to God and Satan.They’re battling this war out about who gets Jordan and obviously Satan is winning. Most importantly, if you've ever had an experience like this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE know you are not alone. If no one will talk to you. I WILL. Because I know what it feels like. 🖤💔🖤💔 Follow Jordan: http://instagram.com/jordanisroyale http://facebook.com/jordanisroyale http://twitter.com/jordanisroyale Copyright (C) 2020 Jordan Royale #sinner #jordanroyale #suicideawareness

Shorts